I woke up in the morning to several missed calls from Tosin and Wale , I was devastated. What was I going to do? , His number was no longer reachable, I tried searching for him on social media but no result, how do I give birth to a child without a father? , aborting it wasn't even considerable because I have always said I would never do it. I picked up my phone and called Tosin and told her I was pregnant, she was quiet and told me she would come over to my house in the next 1 hour, I said ok and cut the call, as for Wale I honestly didn't know what to do about him, he came to my life at the wrong moment, how do I tell him I am pregnant for a married man who I cannot even reach? , my life just took a complicated turn. Tosin knocked and I opened the door, we went straight to my room and then Tosin finally says Funmi what are you going to do?, I said I don't know and there was a long silence in the room , I started to cry and Tosin just kept consoling me saying everythin...
It was Saturday morning and all I could think or hope for was my pregnancy test not to be positive , I have never been this scared all my life, it was either a positive or negative result, with this thought i got up from bed took my bath and got dressed. I was all set so i called Tosin to ask where she was and she told me she was in front of my gate , I immediately went downstairs and from there we took a cab to the hospital. On our way, Tosin could tell how nervous i was so she just tried to take my mind of it by asking me how dinner went with Wale in my house, i just chuckled and asked how the hell she knew that happened because i sure did not tell her, she said well Wale was so afraid of me he had called her and told her he finally talked and had dinner with me and also thanked her for helping him out a little. we talked about him for a while and we both got silent till we got to the hospital. 20 minutes later we got to the hospital, ( moment of truth ). we went straight to th...
Few weeks went by, and I didn't hear from him anymore , I am sure his wedding went very well, I missed him so much I sent him a text message letting him know how much I wanted to see him but no reply, tried to call him he didn't pick, I was frustrated and very sad. At the same time I was facing another crazy issue, ( my period was late), but only by 3 days, I was scared and petrified at the same damn time, but somewhere in my head ( It was just 3 days, so no need to worry it will come). I needed to talk to him. The question on my mind was what I was going to do if I get pregnant, how do I tell someone I haven't seen or heard from in weeks I am pregnant , this questions kept popping in my head, I needed to talk to someone, so i called up my friend. (Phone Rings) Me: Hey b what's up? Tosin: I am good b, how are you? Me: I am ok , but I really need to see you and talk, lots of things on mind, ( my voice starts to shake and tears start to roll down from my eyes)...
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