TALES OF DESIRE

It was Saturday morning and all I could think or hope for was my pregnancy test not to be positive , I have never been this scared all my life, it was either a positive or negative result, with this thought i got up from bed took my bath and got dressed. I was all set so i called Tosin to ask where she was and she told me she was in front of my gate , I immediately went downstairs and from there we took a cab to the hospital. On our way, Tosin could tell how nervous i was so she just tried to take my mind of it by asking me how dinner went with Wale in my house, i just chuckled and asked how the hell she knew that happened because i sure did not tell her, she said well Wale was so afraid of me he had called her and told her he finally talked and had dinner with me and also thanked her for helping him out a little. we talked about him for a while and we both got silent till we got to the hospital. 20 minutes later we got to the hospital, ( moment of truth ). we went straight to th

Its Friday, work has been really stressful this week, I just couldn't wait for the weekend so I could really have some rest and go to the hospital for the pregnancy test because I am really freaking out, I am having all kinds of symptoms and I still hadn't gotten my period ( 1 week) late.  Around 6:00pm a strange number called my phone, I was reluctant to pick up because i was scared it was him ( mystery guy), but I eventually picked , conversation went thus: Me: Hi who is speaking please Stranger: Hi Funmi its wale , got your number from Tosin how are you? Me: ( I was pissed, why will she give him my number without asking me), oh hi wale, i am fine thank you , can you call me back please i am quite busy now. Thanks. Wale: oh really sorry for disturbing will call you back, bye. Phone cuts. Why would Tosin do this, she knew i had too much drama on my plate right now, I cant deal with another man drama right now, i picked up my phone and dialed her number. Phone r

Few weeks went by, and I didn't hear from him anymore , I am sure his wedding went very well, I missed him so much I sent him a text message letting him know how much I wanted to see him but no reply, tried to call him he didn't pick, I was frustrated and very sad. At the same time I was facing another crazy issue, ( my period was late), but only by 3 days, I was scared and petrified at the same damn time, but somewhere in my head ( It was just 3 days, so no need to worry it will come). I needed to talk to him. The question on my mind was what I was going to do if I get pregnant, how do I tell someone I haven't seen or heard from in weeks I am pregnant , this questions kept popping in my head, I needed to talk to someone, so i called up my friend. (Phone Rings) Me: Hey b what's up? Tosin: I am good b, how are you? Me: I am ok , but I really need to see you and talk, lots of things on mind, ( my voice starts to shake and tears start to roll down from my eyes)